do i have to kill myself to show you that i really cannot take it anymore?
why do you keeping pushing me further and further over the edge
i think i rather kill myself and go to hell than live this screwed up life
the window is right there
just have to open it and jump
then i no longer have to take crap from youu call me a useless failure
well
maybe i am
is that your way of telling me to go to hell?
i am near the end
push me one more step
and you will push me over the edge
...

yo
been slacking this past wk
damn pissed with my eoy results
so shan't talk about them
this week we had reflect and review
but its crap
like todae
we played dai di with our bio teacher and our maths teacher gave us subway cookies
:)
one per person
rs is tmr
shld be quite gd this year
wen wei, kah jin and jia rong will be performing
so gd luck to them
:)
see how well they perform then see who will i vote for
xP
gonna go sleep le
post again on sat
:)

wassup!
i am free!
exams are finally over
:)
been going crazy since yesterday
went illuma to lan with benett and nick choo and 3t ppl yesterday
the lan there is awesome
there are lik 150 coms and all are like acer predator coms
plus all razor gear
damn fun
lanned for like 5 hrs then went arcade next door
we played some random game that gives you tickets that you can claim for prizes
and i got a RUBBER CHICKEN
=]
will post pics of it
its damn funny
and random
xD
then went lan for 4 hrs again todae at toa payoh
with 3a ppl
it was damn fun
played cs all the way
haha
then shi wei and tian zhao started to have some slapping match in the middle of toa payoh hub
damn funny
xD
gonna watch soccer now
tinking about how to occupy my time next wk
mon-thurs no school
=]

wa too long nvr post le
too busy
bloddy eoys start so late
other schools alreday finished
but we starting tmr -.-U
sian
got chinese paper 1 and english tmr
quite confident la
i am usually good with languages
but damn scared about my maths and sciences
i have decided that i will forget about physics...
yep
i wont study for it
and i wont care how much i get for the paper
cos i get to drop the score of my worst subject
so let it be physics...
i think gideon choo is a complete failure
he cant teach for NUTZ
his lessons are a complete waste of time
its so damn boring
only the muggers actually pay attention...
zzz
i try to sleep but i cant
cos his voice is so shrill and irritating and he keeps making wierd noises...
he needs physics support for god's sake
i tink he needs to hire a physics tutor
cos my philo teacher from nigeria can probably teach better than him
......
i am really praying that he doesn teach me next year or i will confirm drop physics
i am pissed off at the entire physics department of ri
i hav never had a gd physics teacher in my three years there so far
first was pang sze kiang who was a complete queer
than got kong long who is just retarded
and then theres gideon...
anyways
since i am gonna forget abt physics,
it givs me more time to study for my other subjects
and i definitely need the time
my maths 2.4, chem 3.6, bio 3.6, chinese 3.2, ss 3.2, history 3.2...
so i am gonna need to score damn high to pull up my scores...
esp maths, which is double weightage...
gotta mug le
mus leave the com......

sian la
damn disappointed
just came back from interclass soccer
we got to semi s
but kenna knocked out by 3c cos of penalty
it was in but ref called it out...
crap
not his fault
but still...
every year ref damn kayu...
but i think i played relatively well todae la
no serious mistakes
although my leg kenna whack until damn pain...
damn jordaan!
he and his studs xD
...
tot of goin to rvps for lantern fest
but too tired and since not much ppl goin...
at least still got 3rd 4th placing on mon...

jia you!!!

hey
i am down and emo...
i need my ipod...
fuck the fucking son of a bitch who took it
...
i am damn bored without it
doesn he understand that i need to listen to music when i walk to school?!
fuck him la
he can go ef himself
there got so many bags
pian pian must
take from my bag....
go to hell la :(
now i need to save up to get a new one...
aiya
damn dao mei
......

go burn in hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

vassup!!!
xD
hav been away to squash chalet through the wkend...
it was damn fun
on the sat
went to parkway parade at 1 to buy some supplies
and get jun wei a bdae cake
then met kia wei and had lunch
cabbed to chalet after
then we realised wad a shit hole mr chow booked
it was damn crappy...
but nvm
so me kia wei and kah jin chilled
then went cycling
then went back
and ppl atarted to show up
so we massed chilled
then waited for jun wei to come
then went to have dinner
we all pretended that e didn know it was his bdae
xP
his friends too-jey sng, yong han,zi heng...
so all the time we were eating,
i was coordinaing with his friends how to suprise jun wei
so when we went back
coach, auntie shirley and chow were there
jun wei went up to the rm
so we gt him to come down
and switched off all the lights
then we suprised him with the cake
and then his friends walked in
quite successful
:)
and according to him
he really didn expect it...
haha
so then ppl left
until only me kia wei, douglas, jun wei and felix
so we watched bruno and borat
then tok cock
until like 3amthen we were thirsty
so w walked to macs to chill
brought along laptop for internet
then went to 7-11 to stock up
went back to play cars and finally slept at 6
woke up at 10.30 to go for brunch at macs
then went pool
then went back chalet chill
went swimming with jun wei and felix
picked up bbq stuff after
and started the fire
and bbq
and ppl showed up
bbq ended at like 9
we played night catching where the catcher had to wear underwear over his head
xD
damn fun
but i had a bad fall
and i bled so i was game master
xD
then coach came with drinks and we spammed...
then after all the ppl left
the rest of us toked cock until like 5am...
ai ya
dam long
...


STAY TUNED FOR PART 2
xD